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[15 Feb 2007|01:00am] |
You're a few years overdue.
I spent them waiting here for you.
Now your charity's refused,
I can't name a penance for abuse.
Twenty four years overdue,
what kind of role model are you?
Very least learn not to do,
I think I might be over you.
Do hope I won't
Learn to make
The same mistakes,
That you would
Make me aware
That only fear,
My only hope,
Is letting go.
Went on a limb for you,
Capsized when I turned twenty two.
Did it burn as bad for you?
No bottle serves to soothe my wounds.
Do hope I won't
Learn to make
The same mistakes,
That you would
Make me aware
That only fear,
My only hope,
Is letting go.
My only hope
Is letting go.
You're a few years overdue.
I spent them waiting here for you.
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[20 Jan 2007|10:33pm] |
i'm not sure if today could get any better. sarcasm intended.
i'm not sure whats worse. falling off a 12' roof onto my back and being forced to limp around and lie uncomfortably on the couch for the rest of the day, or...
having to sit through another routine apology that means nothing. i can do so much better than this. it used to be fun, but its not anymore.
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[16 Jan 2007|05:50pm] |
HOLY SHIT!!!
i made a livejournal post!
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[05 May 2006|05:21pm] |
FUCK YOU CONVERGYS THANKS FOR TAKING A YEAR AND 3 MONTHS OF MY LIFE!!
be prepared to see stefan in a much better mood from now on.
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[04 May 2006|09:15am] |
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haha when i got to my car today, there was a note stuck in the windshield wiper that said:
"hey stranger
stay cute, and you will get more notes!
from : another stranger "
i dont know who it was, but it made my day. the writing looked familiar but i dont know whos it is. whoever it was is awesome.
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[01 May 2006|02:20am] |
home for the weekend
so far its been really good. hung out with people that were gone for 6 months or more. lots has changed apparently. mostly for the good it seems though.
i remember why i moved, but i also remember why i will still always call this home.
ps. out of sight, out of mind... apparently not working so far. out of reach? only because my phone has no service out here.
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[28 Apr 2006|09:27am] |
wow best day ever
yesterday i got off early from work at about 1, (and got paid for the rest of the day).
went to the freehouse, got a little drunk
went to cara's got a little more drunk
hung out with andrew, got sobered up
mark came over, good talks, good friend
walked to ryans, got a litte drunk
me and ryan walked to bar italia to meet andrew and co, they werent there
soo....
we walked all the way to mod night.
by this time im somewhat sober (again), theres this girl that i used to work with in portage whos grinding up on my shit, and whatever its fun, but shes in no way attractve unfortunatley. so i say, "umm im going outside now.." in that awkward kind of "i was only pretending to be down, now its time for me to go" kind of tone. so she pulls me over and kisses me, and now that i'm mildly wierded out, i decide to go outside and find ryan. ryan at this point is mildly inebriated. so we find all kinds of random people we havent seen for a while, and spend most of my time on the patio just talking. so fun.
so at around 2:30 am we start walking home. ryan decides he needs a donut so hes not hungover the next day. so we stop in at robins, and he buys 3 vanilla dip donuts. 2 for him, 1 for me.
walking by the buffalo credit union, he procedes to lob the donut against the sign of the bank, burst out laughing, and then eat the donut. hahahaha shit was that funny.
after a nice walk down broadway talking about life, love, relationships and premarital sex, i went home to bed at about 3:00 am.
today 7:30 am, im up for work. and here i am.
life is good. and i hope my entire summer leaves me as content.
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[24 Apr 2006|01:17pm] |
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there aren't many things that can make me laugh out loud at work.
but this definitley did
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[21 Apr 2006|02:43pm] |
i gave my 2 weeks today
i think i will be in a better mood after these 2 weeks, because i will be outside, with my shirt off, doing some manly framing. fuck yeah. gettin in shape and getting a tan, almost overshadows making more money then i ever have.
i forsee myself being extremely poor for the next month, because of payroll delays that always happen when starting a new job. but thats ok. because i will be very rich after that. and ive learned to deal with being poor...i applied for a mastercard today. probably a bad idea.
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[19 Apr 2006|09:22am] |
my work blocked my myspace inbox, so i can still check comments, but not messages. so thats gay. oh well. myspace us dumb anyway.
buut, if anyone has a computer they want to sell for cheap, let me know. i would love to have one in my apartment.
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[15 Apr 2006|09:47am] |
the screen on my cell phone cracked, so i lost all my phone numbers
my phone still works, so you can still call me, but i cant call you. cause i dont know your number.
last night was fun. i like playing shows. sweet hangouts at bananna boat afterwards. another show tonight. may be one of the funner shows we play. i hope i dont get herpes in the bathroom
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[13 Apr 2006|02:23pm] |
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since going on tour doesnt seem to happening, i wanna take a couple weeks vacation, and go down to california.
thats what im talking about. i have a car with empty seats. so if anyone is feeling like i am right now, then lets go
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[08 Apr 2006|12:12pm] |
i dont want to have to do this. but working in an office all day with the intenet, going on myspace and whatever, it drives me crazy
i feel the need to rant
HEY GIRLS! HAVE SOME FUCKING RESPECT FOR YOURSELF!
honestly, your not going to looked at with any respect for having your boobs hanging out and your skirt up your ass. all that does is make guys look at you like a piece of meat they can just eat up and shit out when they're done. i know the media and the world is telling you that its normal and thats just the way it is, sleep with whoever, whenever, it wont affect you in any way. but fuck that shit. if you want to be known as a slut, if you strive to be easy, then dont read any farther. you deserve the shit your getting. but if you want to be looked at with class and respect, then stand up for youself. every guy, in the end, wants a girl who respects herself. a girl who knows what she wants, who she wants to be, and a girl who wont compromise. and if you think its too late to change, its not.
thats all i have to say.
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[31 Mar 2006|03:22pm] |
Its funny how having band practice a couple times a week makes life feel so much more normal. and things that seemed important for the past 3 months seem so irrelevant.
on another note,
dave has a friend who got hit by a car and autopac gave him $10,000, with little or no scarring.
i have a gnarly face scar. dolla dolla bills
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[28 Mar 2006|02:46pm] |
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any monkey who can rip a t-rex's jaw is cool in my books
i also think that i want this:
yeeeeah
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[07 Mar 2006|04:28pm] |
my life would probably make a damn good tv show. the drama really never ends. i like to keep it that way because my life gets boring without it. so, to keep any future relationship exciting, the new rules to dating stefan are simple AND easy:
1. never tell the truth
2. always fuck with my head
well, number 2 isnt actually that easy for most people. but there are some who have learned the art pretty well, and i respect that.
what i plan to do in the near future will either
a. turn out really really well, or
b. leave me in a state of humiliation, with no money, and by that time, a total of 2 years of wasted time.
either way it will be worth it. but im really hoping for option a. but unfortunatley this time, its not really up to me.
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[28 Feb 2006|05:29pm] |
t4 came. you know what that means...NEW GEAR!!! new bass head for me i think. im looking at an ampeg v4bh. 100 watts of tuuube goodness. its half the weight and half the price of the svt classic, but still sounds as good. it would obviously be sweet to have a 300 watt head, but i really dont need that, and carrying 40lbs is a lot better then 80 lbs. and pretty much any venue is gonna mic or DI the bass anyway, so whatever. tj used one for x1920x on saturday and it sounded really good, and i have the same cab as him. so i think thats what ill do.
ps if anyone wants to buy a yorkville bassmaster 400, its on sale for CHEEAP. leave me a comment or email me or whatever, and ill give you a good deal.
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[22 Feb 2006|07:41pm] |
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yay i can pay my bills thanks to unexpected vacation pay from last year!!
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[06 Feb 2006|01:02pm] |
after a year i finally got my banner filled in on my arm. it says "forgive*forget". i know its simple, but it has a lot of meaning for me right now. if youve ever fucked up soo bad that you assume that the person you hurt will never talk to you again, but instead they say, i forgive you, and dont hold that against you, its one of the most humbling experiences in the world. so thats what i want to be reminded of. and it also reminds me that i need to extend that to the people in my life as well. its so easy to just write people off when they hurt you. but if you fuck up, wouldnt you want a second(or third or fourth) chance? its a matter of karma in a way i guess. but thats a whole other topic.
ps i also got that written in the banner because it sounds tough
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